My niece

She is one of the most important people in the world to me. There is nothing I wouldn't do for her. Ever since her mother got pregnant with her, I loved her. I knew that whether or not that baby was a boy or girl I would love them. But, she came out a little girl one of the most beautiful little things I have ever seen. From the moment I held her and she looked at me, my heart melted and I was wrapped around that little girls finger. She is now 25 months old and she brings so much joy into my life. When I feel sad or anything all I have to do is say "hug" and she hugs me and all is well again. I cannot wait to have my own kids one day, I know that as much as I love her I'll love them. She's talking more and more and she has emotions and she'll let you know what she's feeling. It is amazing to watch someone grow from 1 day old to 25 months. I love her so much. She is attached to me and everyone sees it, she loves her Auntie Stacey. When her parents aren't around I'm the one she's with and the one she goes to for a "dooce" (juice) or "nana" (banana) or whatever her stomach wants. Hahaha.

 

that right there, is the little one who has stolen my heart

I love you so much little girl!! 

Perspective & being happy

I believe that I deserve to be happy. I believe that good things are to come. I also believe that I've lived through a lot of shit in my life. We all have, at one point or another we've been through something that seemed so bad that maybe I should just give up. Well if you're reading this then that means you haven't given up yet. I haven't and right now I don't intend to. I want good things to happen! I cannot wait to go school and do things that I've only dreamt of thus far. I'm also scared for it, cause I'm unsure if I can do it. I'm thinking positive about it though because if I start to think negatively then I'll just scare myself silly and I won't do it! That's not right is it? No, so I'm just trying to keep myself happy and myself in good spirits even though my family is going through so much drama. My step sister - what she's going through, it sucks majorly. She needs a good change in her life, not sure if it'll come soon enough. I hope it does, I really do.

We get to move in early to our house! I hope that we can move in like 3 days earlier because MY SISTER WANTS TO COME SEE US AND HELP US MOVE! I can't wait to see her, I miss her so much. She is one of the people that makes my heart happy, along with my niece. I love the people who make my heart happy, and I'm sure they love me as well!


Alright, I should go though, it is ALMOST 1am and I need sleep haha. Wish me luck with a job I applied for the other night!!!