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I got the job!!!!


YAYYYY ME!!!

Errrr

Awriight. So I started a tumblr, which you can see here Muh tumblr!    

I didn't get the job. Boohoo! Ah well, someone else got it that's more like qualified. I'm happy for her, but sad for me!


What else, what else. Nothin much is new haha. Sooo I'mma make a NEW wish-list of crap that I want!

...maybe later on lmfao. I'm LAZY now (its quarter to 2!!!)  

University!

Here I come!


I got accepted, into University! Amaaaazing!!! I bawled, haha. I started to cry! Such a huge relief knowing that I got in!! Aaaah!! Also have a job interview on Monday or Tuesday. Go me!

Could life, get any better right now?

Whoever has been reading my blog here, knows that I rant most of the time. This is a kind of rant. With happiness sprinkled in there too!

A friend, the friend I was moving with, bailed on me. Understandable I completely understand! I felt like she left me butt fucked in the middle of vaginaville. And then I thought "Oh shit! How am I going to handle the bills??" Was scared, and then I looked into residence and realized "hey if I can get in here, that'd be awesome!" No bills, no rent! Yesterday when I was getting to a low point, upset because I hadn't heard from the College or University yet I checked OUAC and then I actually clicked on the damn thing sure enough, there was 2 offers of admission. I felt, so over-joyed. I realized, that maybe going to University alone is the best thing for me. Living in residence with 200 other people. Going to school with 4000 people (maybe more, not sure!) I'm bound to meet new people, new friends. I looked through their website all last night, and I realized that this is the place for me. This is where my heart is set on going, this course is what I want. I'll miss my best friend, I'll talk to her online, we'll talk about how our days are. What classes we love, which we hate. And, we'll do it online instead of face to face.


I'm excited, I'm happy. Again, I ask.

Could life, get any better? 

 At this point, I don't think so.


I have my cherry ice cream, chocolate bars and a good book. I've just been accepted into one of the best Universities in Northwestern Ontario. I have family and friends who love the shit out of me. Life, just can't get any better. 

Also - the sun is shining! 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvWg0oH2YBo (I wanna be a billionaire so fuckin bad!)
Song that's in my head constantly! & Kinda goes with the moment! Haha

Sorry...

My give a damn is busted.


Yeah, happy but not. It's the way it usually goes I suppose. Anyways, school. Ah, yeah that is going slowly for me I suppose but it will get done. Work, that is a whole different story I can't find a job. No one wants to hire me I sell myself and make myself look good and in the end no one wants to hire me. I think its my fault, maybe not enough experience in some field or something I've not a clue.

My friend who I'm supposed to move in with, I love her but man sometimes you just don't feel like talking to anyone except a few people - tonight is one of those nights. She's trying to make me feel better but it isn't working. Whatever though, I still like talking to her so it's not like I DON'T want to - it's just I'd rather not.

What else, the new house is alright. I like it well enough, its homey. I'm only here for a few months until I move anyways. So it's all good. I'm tired, I shouldn't be but I am. Trying to get out of the "napping" habit. I need more energy. I wanna lose weight, I always say it but now I have SOME motivation (new school) but still I just, I get lazy and then I stop giving a fuck.


Blah, I feel poopy too. I just, don't care or I care too much. Either or, whatever. I haven't cut in a long time but that doesn't mean I don't SI still cause I do. I still find ways to hurt myself even if I don't realize it. I got rid of my blades but I kinda wish I didn't I liked knowing that if I needed to I could. I can, but it wouldn't be the same since I don't have my blades. For the best I assume though, this "not cutting" thing, I DO hope that I don't relapse again. Ah well. 


 All is fine over here, for now.