This should be in my other blog...

I'm just too lazy go over to that one.

Anyways, I guess I've kinda figured out what I want to do in life. I want to do photography for a few years and become somewhat successful in that - well I want to make a name for myself really, not famous famous, but kinda Ian Ruther who's known for his awesome photos - and do that and have fun while I take beautiful photos. Then I want to start a family, maybe I'll find "the one" while I'm out traveling around the world shooting photos for fashion mags. Then I want to settle down and, go back to school for Interior Design and I want to do that, I didn't realize it was something I'd be into but thinking back I have a really good eye for detail and I know what colours go with what, and I'm fairly good at coming up with organizational stuff. That's what I'd love to fall back on and do while I raise a family. I know that I want to do creative things with my life, and leave my mark in some small way. I just figured all this out while talking to my ex, he was really pushing me to figure it out in a subtle way and it just was like one of those "Aha!" moments - where it all comes together in some way. I'm a little iffy about telling people, cause me & my friend LOL'd over me being a "Martha Stewart" or a "Debbie Travis" but I love those shows on like HGTV where they re-do rooms & houses. Even Holmes on Homes I love, it reminds me of my Dad & brother. I guess, it's in my blood. It feels a little scary & amazing knowing -at least sort of- what I want to do with my life.