Being single, and being happy.

Eh, was thinking earlier "I'm happy being single". Its the first time in a VERY long time that, I can say that and be truthful about it. I'm so used to being a relationship of some-sort. I was with a guy for awhile there, in love all that jazz. Stuff happend, it ended. Dated someone else, he cheated left me in the middle of the night for her. Ouch, men sometimes huh? Anyways, I've been single since, the end of November-ish. Somewhere around there anyways. I'm actually kinda happy being single, sure I romantasize about being in a relationship with someone, sharing myself with that person perhaps even dare I say it. Starting a family with that person -gasp-! Alas, it would throw my life off-track in a bad way, probably not. In a way that I'm not ready for, hell yes. Being single, means that I dont have to worry about flirting with so & so, or giving a guy that look or even making out with someone. There's no need for "Honey, what do we wanna go do this tonight" its, hmm what should I do tonight, what do I want to do. Theres no "we" in "single" but there is an "I" haha. I'm starting to like that "I'm happy with who I am" not all the damn time, but most of the time oh yeah. I'm a good person! I am quite the awesome. I'm glad I can stand being around me for long hours, lol. Ah, well its thundering outside. I should throw on the iPod and get some well needed rest. Only got 5hrs last night.