Death...

I had a cousin pass away at the beginning of the month I didnt get to go home for it, which I wish I did so I could've been there for my family. Its alright that I wasnt there though, but I'm still having a bit of hard time knowing that I wont see her again, hear her laugh see her beautiful smile. I'm gunna miss her, thats for sure. I've dealt with death before, I lost my Dad a few years back in 2003. I lost my grampa before that in 2000. I've lost some friends as well. This death, since it close to home, it sucks. Just knowing that not only I will never get to talk with her again, she left behind 2 children. Whom she loved dearly, both of her kids had her whole heart. Those two, their hearts are broken forever. Her brother and sister, I wish I could've hugged them to tell them how awfully sorry I am. Her mom, my auntie, ohman. She left behind a lot of us, who cared deeply for her. They started a group on facebook, which I cant read without tearing up, looking at the pictures I tear up as well. It just, heartbreaking when you lose someone who you wish you had more time with. More time to learn about them, to talk with them. Give them a hug again and tell them you love them.

So, please take the time to tell your family & friends how much you love them and care for them. Life's too short not to. Its way to short sometimes.