Random, eurgh.

Loads of stuff I need to get out there.

Apparently, my ex beats up his girlfriend. I guess, my uncles girlfriend is friends with her, and she told her who told him who told my stepdad who told my mom. I'm, sad for him and her especially since she's pregnant with his child. She is not the smartest if she stays, its just stupid to put her 2 little ones and this one through that lifestyle. Its not fair to them, or her. I got the better end of the deal, he just cheated on me - he never did beat me. I dont really like her, since she did help him cheat on me. No person, deserves that - someone putting their hands on them in a violent manner.

I have family members who have gambling problems. One of them I was told about last night, and it shocked me. The way they go about it, is wrong. Just, disappointed in that person.

I do have something, thats generally making me a tad happier. Not say what or who it is though, just that the conversations are fun. That person is fun, and I smile when I think of that person. Not unusal for me, so I'm taking it slow. Not letting myself get in too deep, I dont want to get hurt, and we're not even together so theres nothing for me to get too exicted about.


ALSO. WTF CANADA (Ottawa). Sending out body bags, I mean sure its measure but one of the Elders said its a bad omen. I'm not happy about this, why not send out more preventive measures instead of a fuckin body bag. It makes me so angry/sad that Ottawa did this, and I'm crying. I am not impressed, neither am I suprised. I mean, BODY BAGS for creators sake. They could send out other things, instead of that. I guess the health minister for the FN people are looking into it. Some people are so freakin ignorant as well, reading the comments on some news sites. I'm sorry this is going to sound, really rude. They dont know what they're talking about, the ones who arent First Nation complaining about us a few even said Canada would be better off with us dead. Like we dont expierence enough racism, for someone online to say that. It just (in the words of Peter) really grinds my gears.


I think thats it, didnt help but meh.