Uh yeah

I don't know.

School, life. Worried, stressed. Sums it up pretty well, I'm getting worried about myself again and my health. Buuut its okay I suppose.


MEN & myself.

Ugh, a rant of sorts. Why are men the way they are? There's a few people that I have interest in. One of them disappears off the face of the internet. The other is alive (Thank-god I was so worried) but not talking to me, the other is just himself. At time's he is so sweet, others. Yeah, not so much. I choose the best don't I? First love - leaves me for his baby mama. Another, leaves me for his baby mama I think I see a pattern here. Another, left me in the middle of the night, and now I can't get a man for the life of me. They alll seem to like me. I put up walls, I push them away but I crave the attention. Oh lordy do I ever crave it. I push them away because of a few things, scared of getting hurt or rejected. Also scared of something else which Idk if I wanna disclose here. ANYWAYS I'm tired of it SOOOoo TIRED omg. It is just bull poopy now. Yeah WHATEVER MAN.


FUCK IT. WhaaaaaatEVER, I'm sick of it sick and fucking tirrred. Blah, fuck my life. Fuck it upside down and inside out. Whatever, men, women life. FUCK IT ALL


*note, this is a rant. I'm not gunna go do something stupid.*